Re-focusing..
[A personal apology on my long absence from the blogging world.]
It’s been a while since I last put an entry into my blog. Issues that I have to face the past few weeks is now beginning to grow on me. Slowly I am embracing the situation and accept it as it is. Things can be tough sometimes but I know I have to move on. For other peoples sake.
I sat down one day and started thinking to myself on how my life was. I evaluated where I was and how things were around me. I then realised that I have burdened too many people with all my nonsense and I feel guilty of doing so. And now that I’m back in campus and studying life, I also realise that there is one thing that I need to do.
I need to RE-FOCUS my life. Set my priorities straight again. Gather strength to move on in life. Get the ball rolling. etc. etc. etc. I need to learn to laugh truthfully. I need to learn to trust earnestly. I need to learn to hold on strongly. I need JESUS more than ever.
A little quite time on my own did a lot of good for me. I will be seeking more time of one to one time with myself. Weird as it may seem… sometimes I don’t even know who I really am inside. 
UPDATE: As for now. Study life is going on. Slowly… but still moving. Proposal dateline for final year project drawing nearer. *sigh*. LIFE.
Sarah, seems like you are having a rough time. I’ve been down too the past few weeks, so can pretty much relate to the way you feel. But you know that God will always be there for you, so never give up okay.
God bless.
Colin said this on July 29, 2005 at 9:34 pm
Hey colin.. yeah.. I am having a tough time.. But pulling through. I have my friends, family and GOD to thank for that. And your rare hellos that I get is such a joy for me. Thanks again for posting your comment online. I really appreciate it. Take care.
Sarah said this on August 1, 2005 at 7:13 am