Downhill
Will anyone ever do……
Will anyone ever do hear my cry and plea for my father?
Will anyone ever understand my agony and misery?
Will anyone ever know what I feel right now?
Will anyone ever understand the things that I live through?
Will anyone ever fill that emptiness and that void in my heart that just longs to be filled with hapiness and joy that is so abundant?
Will anyone ever know who the real me is inside?
Will anyone ever realise who am I behind closed doors?
Will anyone ever see me as someone worthy of something?
Will anyone ever do…?
Lord Jesus I wish that circumstances around me weren’t as such. I want my father well, I want my mom well, I want my mom stress free, I want to be…
Life right now for me is really painful and hurting. I’m usually optimistic about everything in life but today is just rock bottom for me. Everything just isn’t right. Nothing just seems to be right. So many hurtful feelings inside of me that has gone unattended for too long.
Today, I hate my life. truly I do. Lord Jesus, help me.
hi sarah. andrew here. are you alright. wadever the problem is stay strong wid the big man up there. cheer up.
Andrew said this on July 18, 2005 at 6:00 pm
Thanks Andrew for your comment.. Glad that you are reading.. Things are slowly clearing up although still there. More updates coming…
Sarah said this on July 18, 2005 at 7:03 pm
Dear Sarah,
Just wanna share with you a short prayer which have kept me going esp during difficult times till this day:
‘Lord, keep me from being bitter, when things don’t go my way, and grant me your grace and wisdom to do your will today.’
Trust God to bless you in His time, in His way, and according to His plan.
I hope you will feel better. Will pray for you.Be strong ya! God is always there for you =)
Imel said this on July 19, 2005 at 10:20 am
Thank you so much Imel for your prayer. The prayer you shered with me is really wonderful. I thank God so much for friends like you that are always there for me in difficult times. Thank you so much. Things are getting better now. Slowly but surely.. YOu take care too. God Bless.
Sarah said this on July 19, 2005 at 8:33 pm
hi dear. can’t say i unserstand because i don’t. but i can say i care bacause i do. i know that sometimes you have been misunderstood cause i see both sides of things. but that doesn’t matter as long as you know deep inside you that whatever path you choose or whatever decisions you make is the best you can make. Keep your eyes on Him. the One who loves you the most. Never lose sight of Him for in Him only will you find inner and supernatural strength and peace that surpasses all understanding. I will be by your side when you need me. This is my promise to you. Now you know you have a friend to rely on and to come to. I hope what i have typed speaks something to your heart. I will continue praying for you and your family. Don’t worry too much. God bless you.
Michelle said this on July 21, 2005 at 9:13 pm
Deepest thanks. Your thoughts and prayer is much comfort to me. YOu take care too.
Sarah said this on July 22, 2005 at 12:17 am